Nerves

Tonight we have a soft opening type show. The doors are open, and we'll pretend it's a show, but there may be 5 people in the audience. I started dropping a line last night that I'd never dropped before. So I've got that going for me. I so rarely get nervous, and I am really gut wrenchingly nervous about this. Which makes it all so much worse. I wish I just felt confident about my lines and what I'm doing. They've been putting tea in my wine glass, but I think I'm going to make it real wine on show night! Oh, what in the hell have I gone and done? In other words, if you want to see me on stage, now's your chance, because I'm not doing this again.