September 15, 2012

Tug of war


I feel myself slipping into a bit of a depression with this pain. It is a constant tug-of-war between keeping my mind sane and my body free-ish of pain, because one always leads to the other for me. I want to work out to improve my physical health and mind, but the pain is so great right now, I know it will make things worse in the short-term.

And so, I sit in the sun today in an attempt to make one of the two better. Now if the Brewers would give us a win.

2 comments:

Mary Z said...

I hope the sunshine can help both problems.

SarahinSC said...

I'm so sorry you're not feeling well. I know the battle and it's a hard one. The good thing is, eventually you will feel a little better. The bad always means the good will come back eventually. I'd give anything to exercise like I used to. It'd be so good for my body and mind, but I can't either. Sucks, doesn't it?!