I've been so disinterested lately. Exhausted, but not tired. Last night, the boys went to baseball practice, and I just sat in a chair and watched the cardinals and doves at the feeder. I don't think I had any thoughts. I was a complete blob - sitting, my body functioning, but the brain almost off. For 90 minutes. I don't think I've ever felt like this. And it doesn't seem to want to go away. I need my brain back! And my body, for that matter. Ack!